As I approached the New Year, I caught myself reminiscing about the days when I approached each New Year with a studied analysis of what I had achieved the previous year and properly assessed resolutions. It became apparent that I had somehow lost the ability to make resolutions and plans and surrendered myself to a life of free fall. Whilst my excuse was in fact that I trusted God for every day and what it embraced, the quote by Benjamin Franklin “If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail!” came to mind.
What underpinned the earlier years of very considered yearly resolutions was an absolute trust that God had a wonderful plan for me (Jeremiah 29:11); a lot of prayer, as I attended overnight prayer times seeking God about the year ahead; and a commitment to daily prayer and studying the Bible. The words of Henri J.M. Nouwen in his book “The Return of the Prodigal Son” expounded why perhaps I was less likely to make resolutions now for fear of failure:
“The further I run away from the place where God dwells, the less I am able to hear the voice that calls me Beloved, and the less I hear that voice, the more entangled I become in the manipulations and power games of the world”.
So this year, I am resolving to guard, purpose and timetable my “me and God time”. Whilst I recognize that I am incapable of achieving this in my own strength, I am thankful for the grace of God which Titus 2:12 says “teaches me to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age”. There is great comfort in knowing that God knows whatever is going on in our present lives. He knows it all.
I don’t know what your new year resolutions are or if you have any, but I encourage you to have what Franklin Covey refers to as “winning the daily private victory” by meditating and reading God’s word.